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I joined a group today. I'm not sure what for--I told Roan a thousand times I'm not a fighter anymore. But alas.
Apparently they used to be a guild--a guild of Gaian fighters. I figured I might as well train myself up to fighting par. I will always be a Guardian, though. I was born with that gift, and I will die with it. I promise never to be a killing machine ever again, though.
The guildmaster is incredibly friendly. Getting along with her will not be a problem. The mechanical part of my brain that cannot feel keeps me neutral in most situations. But I am still an active AVG member, and Love will -always- be my strongest virtue.
I want to train my Psychokinetic abilities while I train as a fighter with this guild. I want to be able to master it as well as telepathic. I haven't had those abilities used in a very long time--not since working with Deep Ravine to have Corvus sealed away.
Corvus...I hope no one ever sees her again. She is my other half. Me, as a person, was split into two people, who merged, make me as I am now.
When I was reassembled as Raven, Raveena was sealed away, and the mindless killing machine that took over created a new mind, and a new name: Corvus Korbin Corax. Raveena was locked away until I was free of OXY. For a while, Corvus and Raveena struggled for dominance, until they settled and merged as one, creating myself. Raven, short for Raveena, Sena, short for Senaria, and Kanzaki, which stands for Kinetic Artificial Neohuman Zoned for Accurate Killing and Infilatration. It was the name of the project OXY placed me under, and will forever haunt me. There's no sense in hiding from it. It is what I am. It is what I always will be.
Roan is forever ashamed for what he did, forcing me to take his place and being exiled to the Netherealm that lead to OXY. I think that is why he has been with me since. His destiny became my own, and our fates intertwined to form a new destiny.
I hope Kieran isn't mad that Roan sent me here. How did he even come across finding these people? Does he know them? Trust them? i can only have faith. Roan would never put me in danger if he can help it. I know him well enough to believe in that.
I will do this for my friends and family, and those I am obsessed with protecting. It is my life, my past, present, and future! ^^; And I think I'll have fun whilst doing so.
Until the end, I can only start at the new beginning, right?
 Aizen Teresaga · Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 12:46am · 0 Comments |
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