I'm happy. really happy. Chris hung out with me all of today. It's sort of weird though... I've never liked a guy this much and been happy with him. With Rowan, I can't really have him, with Ian, it was really screwed up, so I just. I keep waiting for the moment when he says something that ruins it, but it never happens. and he just makes me happy. REALLY happy. whats wrong with me? I usually am not like this. All my smiles are usually fake, or if they arn't, they always are shadowed. but now.. I think about him, and everything fades away, I'm with him, and I don't even notice Rowans sitting right next to me. thats what happened. In speech and debate. rowan next to me, chris behind me. I leaned back onto chris's desk, and his hand curled into mine. And then.. Rowan wasn't even there. It was me, trying to concentrate, but living in pure dream with chris. *sighs* I reallly like him. a lot.. heart
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I'm sick.. its 9/15 and I didn't want a whole new entry! so anyways, 3day weekend. WOO! also, Water Polo game was won! by us! YES^_^ and Chris and I are now dating! WOOHOO~ ^_^ *sighs dreamily* He's awesome.. yeah. so anyways, thats about it!
 Bewitchedh · Wed Sep 14, 2005 @ 02:32am · 5 Comments |
