I'm numb....I wonder if Zeth has anything to do with this....no bother....he will not be thinking of me anymore...nor will I even cross his mind....I will be erased from his memory....his thoughts....his heart.... the last thing I can do...is ask my most trusted friend to send him my message....and only hope...he takes what I say to heart....
I think....if I live on through this....I'll let my dark side take over..... it's won and got it's way.... no one will bother a quiet mourning spirit if she sits in the darkness, training and meditating.
Ha...I can't get anymore ******** up then what I already am, there's nothing more they can do to me other then physically injure me, and even then I do that myself. I'm not worried....if they come I'll tear them apart.....I'll rip through them like a hot knife through butter..... heheheh...I need something to realise my blind furry out on....
I will sleep not tonight....
I dont' need it.
 x-l J i n x l-x · Fri Sep 19, 2008 @ 03:54am · 1 Comments |
