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	Hageshii's Bubbling Culdron of Useless Information I'm hageshii. I like writing poems, One-liners, and I'm currently working on a manga called "Bigschool." I love my friends.

	I don't know what to do....
	I don't know what to do....


I have a friend. her boyfriend is a self-absorbed, delusional, Pshycotic, a***e with a god complex. If i ever talk to her again i'm history. I must look like a pansy, cause i broke down in the middle of the library cause i was just dragged outside and got a gun pointed at my face. I REALLY don't know what to do. I never did anytning to his girlfriend. He knows i'm gay, HE knows that i've known her longer than he has. He guilt trips her into doing anything he wants her to do. If i'm hanging out with her, he threatens to commit suicide if she doesn't come home. If she's talking to me, He automatically assumes that i'm sleeping with her. She's horribly depressed and has tried to commit suicide because of him. now, his power-trips gotten so bad that if i ever see her, talk to her, Or look at her and he find out, He's gonna blow my brains out.... I'm in the hospital right now... I have a bullet wound in my arm... i'm crying my eyes out, I can't even see the laptop screen...the police don't know how to get to him scince i don't know his name...his FULL name anyway... why do people have to make a big deal out of such little things. you wanna know the funny thing? He thinks it's my fault she tried to kill herself cause i'm too abusive. he thinks that i'm the one making her cry cause I guilt trip her to turn against him. ( Please mind that me and her NEVER FIGHT!! and i'm the one that's holding her everytime he decides he wants someone to beg at his feet like a lapdog.) He honestly believes that his abuse has no effect on her, And that it's me causing her all this pain. she won't dump him.... She loves him too much... I think this means that she is going to have to choose... Keep her boyfriend, or keep the best friend she loves just equally... I want to make the decision easier for her... but i don't know how... I hate to see her in pain... I guess you could say that i love her more than her boyfriend ever could..... To anyone who has bothered reading this.... please comment....help me out...i 'm so lost... alex whitticoax** · Wed Oct 05, 2005 @ 09:54pm · 3 Comments


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	Hage.... Hage love... please... Gods... I kind of know what you're going through. No, I've not gotten shot but... at least she isn't dead. I was in the say situation but I lost him... so please, you personally don't do anything stupid and do what i couldn't, keep her alive Offline Yamachi · Community Member · Wed Oct 05, 2005 @ 10:08pm


	Hage, this isn't right. You have to tell the police all the information you know. Full name or not, he can be arrested for attempted murder and, since your gay, descriminatory beating. I feel for you, I know what you've gone through, the scar on my leg doesn't lie. You have to, in any way possible, get this man behind bars. It's gone too far. Offline trinity_renee · Community Member · Wed Oct 05, 2005 @ 11:15pm


	Hage dear, this is horrible, I know of the feeling, no I didnt get shot. But note you arent a pansy because you cried, you were for heaven sake threaten by a gun, of course you be scared, I be too. This man who did this to you, doesnt deserve your friends love, she should have someone more caring, and if he to stupid to see that he is hurting her, then he doesnt deserve her at all. That man can be arrested, without a full name, for what he did to you and all, and then you can as well talk to your friend, she needs the support and the safety like you do now from this mad man who is horrible enough to do this to you and your friend. Offline Adrian Sung Rathforth · Community Member · Thu Oct 06, 2005 @ 06:32am

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