I realized something today whie i was waiting in the cold for C-C to pick me up from school.
I'm not paranoid. Paranoid is freaking out when you think a creature will kill you before you get home.
I'm not scared.
I'm not dumb.
I'm not lazy.
I'm not worried.
I look at the darkening blue sky as the church bells announce the hour.
I smile to myself and started talking to myself.
I'm not normal. I'm as close to normal as I'llever get. the sky's jsut an eerie blue. Oh well. It suits my mood. Dark but yet calm. I'm not what you call sane but i'm not insane either. I'm just ******** up in my head and I'm not afraid to say it. Heh. it's ******** cold."
If I were to say I wrote a fake suicide note, would you believe me? Probably not. Most Can't even believe it when I tell them the truth. They prefer to believe the lies than the truth.
 Island Tomboy · Thu Nov 13, 2008 @ 12:58am · 1 Comments |
