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My heart is pounding,
and my bodies shaking,
as i go through the motion,
of the day to day life,
wondering why you were denied,
the right to this life,
I miss you more than i should,
and i am sad that i took this,
life that you never could,
live...
And when you see me from heaven,
Look down and smile,
because everything i do has been for you,
The reason i am living,
is to keep you from fully dying,
and it kills me inside,
to hear people talking about dying,
Cuz they dont know anything,
about how it feels to really be alone,
They dont know how warm but cold it feels,
to have someone with you at the womb,
but then moments later you are burying them,
sitting next to the grave, weeping at the tomb,
No one will ever know the loss we have felt,
To lose someone so close,
No one could ever get closer,
than the two people born together,
With my luck, im not done hearing it yet,
And when those people try to kill me,
with those damned words of theirs,
i look down at my shadow,
and think of my brother,
Finally as my day comes to an end,
I lay in my bed and look at the ceiling,
and think of the next new thing to happen...