I hate this day.. crying
what a stupid bother to be even falling in love with her. i've been keeping this since 2 years ago... and here i am .. sitting in fron t a computer full of negative emotions.. anger..guilt...sadness...heartbreak..
what the hell is happening in my life. its like everything is turning upside down.! what the hell is going on..?!
I hate her! I hate the one I love and most especially a friend who have betrayed me... i know he doesn't know maybe about it .. but.. i hate it.. why can't he notice that his friend already loves her! >_< argh. damnation! i hate hate hate hate hate it!
its all because of the girl also.. she keeps on entertaining.. i know she's really like that.. but what do i have to do?! i can't stop it..
i think my tears are starting to run nonstop now in my cheeks. .. my heart is pounding so fast that it can stop anytime... my fingers are typing so fast in the keyboard that all there's left to happen is for the keyboard to break or something... scream
argh! what the hell?~~!!!! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
my hands are cold..
they feel so numb...
i thought everything would turn out fine.. but NO!.. i can't take it anymore...
i won't play niceynice anymore.. it just huirts to just keep everything inside me..
i should have stayed true to myself and didn't even doubt.. but what is this carefulness pulling me to!?!
i can't stop this stupid memory...
i hate it..
i hate.....i hate ... everything bad that's happening to me in my life today..
especially now that it'll be only days till the end of everything..
I WANNA SCREAM ON THE TOP OF MY LUNGS FOR EVERYONE IN THE WORLD TO HEAR IT! MOST ESPECIALLY THOSE TWO PERSONS WHO HAVE CRUSHED MY HEART!
i can't take this anymore.. i gotta stop everything if i can't turn back time...
 _tildet_ · Wed Mar 18, 2009 @ 09:04am · 0 Comments |
