Everything around me seems sad...
My cat's gonna die. He's been having seizures...we were just gonna let him die in his sleep. The vet's told us he wasn't in pain...
But...my mom's having trouble taking care of him...
He's been having more and more seizers everyday. So we're gonna put him down.
I didn't want to be there...I mean...yeah. I just wanted to say good-bye before he left buuuut I guess I'll go. I'll wind up crying. I mean I'm sad but I knew it was gonna happen soon. He's reeeaallly old. He's 23-24. I know the longest living cat was like 35, but most make it to 14 soooo. Yeah.
Also...our neighbors just broke up. Kinda shocking...I mean they're awesome. It's weird...
And besides those two things I've just been feeling weird.
I mean some days I'm fine and some days I just feel lost.
I don't know.
OH...and I'm probably gonna move. -___-
It's like. I KNOW I'll make more friends...(I hope I would at least....)
But I don't WANT more friends. I love my friends HERE!
I don't wanna have two groups of friends.
I mean when you move when you're 3, 6, & 8....you make friends so easily. Now that I'm a teenager...yeah.
I can't just move and go to some weird high school.
I have all my classes planned out and everything!
I'm excited for high school....HERE!!!
I mean I'll even move in with my grandma. And that's saying something. (she's a lil craaaazy) and I don't know how I'd get to school until I can drive....
Gah.
Life is weird....
But I mean. My problems aren't as bad as others. So I shouldn't complain....*shrug*
 roseate-rein · Thu Apr 23, 2009 @ 12:41am · 1 Comments |
