"Unforgitable..In evveeeryway.."
"Unnnforgetttable, thats how you'll stay.."
You take a seat right next to me
And I take my lit notes nervously
I've gotta stay calm, I just want you to stay.
I am always daydreaming
Hoping you've dreamt of the same thing
I've gotta stay calm, I don't want you to change.
I've been assuming everything
Hoping you'll soon mean everything
I've gotta stay calm, I want this to be real
I don't think you're into me
And truly that's okay with me
I've gotta stay calm and find out how you feel
If you wanna say "I-I-I like you"
I might feel just like you
If you choose-choose not to
I knew-knew you would
Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea
We are non-existent
But I'll try to be persistent
I've gotta keep on if I want to be close to you
I know you're uninterested.
I'm probably just some stupid kid
I could give up if you would want me to
But if you wanna say "I-I-I like you"
I might feel just like you
If you choose-choose not to
I knew-knew you would
Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea
Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
But sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea
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Jealousy is my sin
But where to begin?
This isnt a joke
But please know Im not mad
Goddess your
A Goddess
Deny it if you will
Im fire below
But Im not the fire
Not the fire to keep you warm
Im not your balance
Im not your yang
I want to bleed
I want to leave
These thoughts..
I want to be your fire
I want to be the cause
Behind your laugh
Oh Christine...Christine..
This isnt a love story
Of a normal kind
Its love
But different
Not sex
Blood
Or touch
Bond.
Like a bond.
You are so very special,
A fascinator.
Pretty eyed angel
Who I cant help but need.
Trust.
Who I cant help but trust.
Jennifer.
Am I becoming Jennifer?
Or an I just so scared
Of losing you again
Or do I even have you
It scares me I think so much
It scares me I know too little
It scares me to not...
Try.
I want to be your fire.
Your demon
Your yang.
Your Phantom friend
Your panther.
I just want to know...
Why I
Find it so hard
To accept
That your still my best friend.
Its not pride.
Its just fear
Of rejection.
Of laughter.
Of loss.
"Love me, Thats all I ask of you."
 l2edPanda · Mon May 11, 2009 @ 05:22am · 1 Comments |
