When i first met you your soul was so alone
You never smiled
You never laughed
You were alone
And you made me feel alone
I wanted to make you smile
But things really didn't work out did they?
I tried jokes
I tried comedy
I tried art
I even tried hurting myself to see if that would help
But it didn't
I saw you a couple of days before it happened
You were being picked on
And I Just stood there and did nothing
Like an Idiot
Watching as you get hurt
Emotionally and physically
It hurt didn't it
There's no denying it
Now
And you have to believe me
I'm sorry
Then I got that phone call
It was from you
You told me to meet you at the beach so i did
We walked along the shore
And none of us said a thing
Then you looked at me and smiled
It was a real smile
And I could feel that your soul had grown
I was so happy
I smiled back
And we laughed
You weren't alone anymore
And I wasn't either
We became friends
You were my first real friend
And you were mine
I was so very very happy
We went to school together
We ate lunch together
We staid up all night on the phone talking to one another
Our souls became familiar with one another
We knew each other in and out
Then one night around 2 am
I got a phone call from your parents
You had died in a accident
And you had left me everything
But i didn't care
It couldn't have been true
I ran outside even though it was raining
And ran to where your parents had said it had been
It was true
There were police lines everywhere
Police,People,Sirens,and Ambulances
I fell to the ground crying
It couldn't have happened
You were my friend
My only friend
You were the only one i had ever felt like was family
The police drove me home
And told me to stay in
I sat up alone all night expecting you to call as always
Even though I knew you never were
Then I felt it
The presence of your soul
I looked around but you were nowhere
Then i look out the window
And saw a butterfly
It had your presence
I reached my hand out to grab it but it flew away
It was you checking on me
You were worried for me
Then thats when i had realized something
Nothing lasts forever
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