never complain about being tired, unless u r like me,
-cant fall asleep till one in the morning
-wake up at three or four
-fall asleep for one hour
-wake up again for school
I NEVR GET MORE THAN 6 HRS OF SLEEP! *per nite*
so dont complain, i never get enough sleep if anyone knows what type of disease this is, let me know!!!
I DID SOME RESEARCH AND I HAVE DIAGNOSED MY PROBLEM,
CHRONIC INSOMNIA!!!
chronic insomnia could come from depression & it could cause brain damage & make u stupid. i sleep on the floor to get a better night's sleep, tho it's not a good sleep, it's a little better. i sleep better in "new" places. so after the floor gets old, my closet is next. fun fun. (sarcasm)
- i went to the doctor. he said to keep myself busy until i fall asleep, instead of just waiting for sleep. DOES NOT WORK. he told me to take benadryl, but my mom still hasnt gotten it. i am a zombie. nothing works, i've tried everything, and my closet is too cluttered. i dont want to clean it. im also zoning out. in PE we're playing volleyball, and i got hit with the ball, and didn't know it. someone had to shake me, "what are u doing?" she was mad, a friend, but stil, mad. she told me i could've easily hit it. i dont know, was standing, my eyes were open, but i didnt see anything, i FELT my eyes open, i didnt see, and even getting hit by a volleyball, i didnt know. IM SICK
yup, thats me. im told ima braindead zombie, that i look hungover, and/or dead...but i have insomnia. had it since late august of 2008, right now its been about 10 months. iv tried meds, they eithr dont work, or once did, then i became immune to them. this sucks. i fall asleep in class, look bad
~which ppl tell me all the time, "wow, wat happend? u look horrible! r u ok?"~
ughaah!
anyway, i get 2-6 hrs of sleep, and nvr feel good. iv tried 6meds
1.this wierd brand i dont know the name of, that is VERY expensive, but had no effect
2.tylonol PM, worked for 3 days, then lost its magic touch, no good whatsoevr
3.nyquil, knockd me out in 15min, but i was SO drowzie the nxt day
4.rozerem, workd so well! then, after a week it had no effect
5.lunesta, took forever to knock me out, then i waz so drowzie
6.ambienCR, same as lunesta
IM SO HOPELESS!1!
addition on 9-1-09: for the past 2 days i havent slept at all. i actually collapsed in my back yard & slept on the grass for 3 hrs. im stil not bettr...ppl tell me i look hung over, stoned, dead, shud be dead... its not good, infact, its horrible, and only getting worse.
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