FIRST OFF:
Jake/ Taylor: What's up with you guys.....? Read Jake's journal, but didn't really get anything. I need to know more, ASAP.
On I go.....
Brandon came over last night. Annnnnnd..........I don't know what to say. I'm not going to say what we did, because I'm going to feel horrible. But........it went over the line I drew so long ago. I'm going to quote Taylor, cos I feel the exact same way on it- 'It's not that I regret it. It's that I realised I can't take it back, no matter what.' And I feel bad because I drew that line and then stepped over it last night. Sure, at the time, everything was good......and then I started to feel shitty about it. Yes, I'm worried what other people will think. But I don't wanna tell anyone, so it doesn't matter. But what I really feel bad about is that I CANNOT take the action back. It's out there, now, and i got more than a bit less innocent. :sigh: I'm so sorry, Brandon, that you can't enjoy it as much because I'm pissing and moaning over it like this. I really am. But I had to say it. And I can't say it TO him, because I spent last night trying to reassure him that I'm not going to ever talk to him again because of it. NO, I AM NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I just......wanted to get this out.
 Tsukichi · Thu Jan 05, 2006 @ 10:20pm · 2 Comments |
