i cant do this anymore. i cant keep pretending that i am someone. i am not a person. i have human feelings and a human look but im not. im a ghost o the person who used to be here. ever since i met chelcie and tab i have never been the same. now that they r gone, i-i just dont know where to go. when they wher with me i felt like i was a person, like i could live a life of my own. but now i feel the grains of myself, like sand, sift through my fingers. like i am dissappearing. jess, chelcie, tab, ichigo. i love them all. they r my family. but.. i feel like im dissappearing from them. ever since tab and chelcie left... i havnt been whole since.
MadameX_XLust · Mon Nov 23, 2009 @ 01:00am · 0 Comments |