I woke up at 7 o'clock this morning (it's now 8:47 AM) and I'm feeling pretty good. I got plenty of rest and my body is feeling wonderful. I didn't dream of anything. I got up, got dressed (my mom bought me some new clothes for my interview this morning) and drank a glass of apple juice. :'D
We find out if my baby sister (12 yrs old) has breast cancer. D; I'm worried and nervous, but whatever happens, I will be by her side. Forever and always. She's from the Fuentes-Galvan-Lara Family. We are emotionally strong. We can handle anything.
In about 35 mins, I'm going to be picking up the love of my life from his house. He recently moved out of our apartment...and I miss him. I'm trying not to be down about it, but sometimes, the tears just fall. I could be playing a video game, jamming out to Avantasia in my room and laughing my a** off as I slap a bunny, and then out of nowhere...Tears. It's not as depressing as it sounds, but sad, none the less. I hope that we can live together soon. In our own place, hopefully.
I have a job interview at a booth in the mall. Wish me luck! I'm wearing my mom's lucky turtle earrings and the LOVE ring that my love bought me. I hope all goes well...because if I get this job, I'll be closer to getting an apartment with my love. -smiles brightly- And that's what I really want right now. To live with him. To wake up with him everyday. <3 That is my goal for right now. I'll get a BAJILLION jobs if I have to! Life is too short to be sitting on my a** and missing out on my life with him. -nods head-
Right now...I'm listening to a song from Moulin Rouge. I miss my love. And I want to sing out loud and dance and hold him close. Someday, I will have the courage to pull him aside from everyone else and sing him a song. Just for him. But, for now, I will sing songs from him quietly when he's nearby and hope that he knows that I'm singing them to him. <3
I love you, babe.
 HeismyFiyero · Tue Dec 15, 2009 @ 02:55pm · 0 Comments |
