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I just graduated from high school a few weeks ago. I was sad, hell I'm still a little bit sad. I'm the only one of my friends going to college outside our city. Next year, I'll be four hours away from this place. I'll miss them all, and hopefully I'll be able to see them on long weekends and vacations that I'll get.
Underneath that sadness, is this girl is so eager to get away from this place. This small little town that has been the place where so many bad experiences have happened to me.
Elementry school: Moving here, Grandma dies, Bullies
Middle School: Being in a 16 student class with only 5 girls and they all hate eachother while I'm caught in the middle, being stuck sitting next to the 2 biggest pervs in the class
High School: Backstabbing friends, unwanted attention from loser guys, my 2 best guy friends choose to listen to everything their gf says and ditch me, first heartbreak (yes I know it was expected but it was still a bad experience), jealous as hell girls over a guy who's not even worth it(please note this is after i broke up with this guy), threatening text messages(I'm not joking), one of my good friends going out with an a*****e, waking up at 5:30 every morning, 45 minute bus rides, and the never-ending fights with my mom
But then again, a lot of good things have happened to me as well:
Elementry: Erica, Charlie, my first dog, and art
Middle School: Mom was nice enough to take me out of that school full of bullies and put me in a somewhat better school, internet, second dog, number 5 in my class, and art
High School: My beautiful friends (Kat, Risa, Klaudia, Stephanie, Qainqain I love you guys so much) who've been with me since freshman year, even if those 2 guy friends ditched me I still have our memories and they were awesome, had my first boyfriend at 16, driving, becoming a CNA, can beat boys at smash XD, and finally graduating!
So yeah, a lot of s**t has happened to me in my life, but in the end they made me who I am and I'm grateful for everything. (mabye not so much the bad times but you get the idea) This will be a new start and i wish with all my heart that all goes well... smile