Latly i have to cry my self to sleep i cant bare the pain anymore.. i want it to go away so badly but it wont.. im happy my little brothers havent ae not in my place... but i want it to leave me i want to disapear... i have a feeling i was cursed with this pain untill i close my eyes for good... but i cant hadle it anymore... it feels like the pain is litterly sucking the life right out of me... i latly i go to bed crying and asking for the pain to stop idc how just for it to stop... idc even if i have to die for it to end i just want the pain to GO AWAY....
How come i was stuck with it? How come it was only me? How come no one else is in the same pain as me? How come i keep wishing i was dead?? Please just make the pain go away...
The only good part of my life so far would have to be BRANDON...
XxXMidnight_MassacrexXx · Tue Jul 27, 2010 @ 02:33am · 0 Comments |