Dear Heart, Can you do me a favor and let go of this guy? Can you stop giving me chills when he smiles or at least stop the butterflies when he walks by? Making me think of him whenever I hear that song on my iPod isn’t fair. You said you where over him, what happened? Haven’t we been over the fact that his heart isn’t telling him the same stuff you’re telling me? Why do you continue to compare every boy I start to have feelings for to him? How is it that you still care for him so much when all he has done was silently damage you? Stop thinking its love, stop being so stupid and stop being blind. Just let it go already! Why are you stuck? Probably his smile or his dimples or the fact that he knows basically everything there is to know about us but accepts us even knowing our biggest flaws. Your still dreaming aren’t you? Dreaming of the things you wanted to accomplish with him by our side. All the stuff you knew you were ready for, as long as he was the only one showing you. Is this why your keeping me still, waiting for him to hold you? Well I have news for you heart, if he doesn’t love you now I don’t think he ever will. There is no use in waiting. I know we will have those nights where crying is the only medicine that can heal this wound. But you can’t think of it as you’re not good enough for him. It’s just not meant to be, not now. I only ask one more thing from you, my sweet fragile and fractured heart. Never forget him, because even though he may not know he has helped us learn. Do not regret ever meeting him because he plays a big part in making us who we are today. Forgive him for everything he has ever done because without forgiveness how can we ever move forward?
l l B A R B I E l l Community Member 
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