i know why i dreamed this dream but ugh it burned me up it was about my mom and the whole other day i was like what if i got to see my mom for one last time what would i do and i was like you know i'd be like mommy but honselty if i saw her i'd go pcyho so my dream was i was at my cali house in my room and my mom is on the couch but im like no she isnt shes died but i stay in my room when she's a doorway away then i opened the door to look out over the stairs she was gone ... but what would i do ... this makes me mad like i wanna be like mommy hug hug kiss but i couldnt dare to see her til im died but i woke up pissed cuz all i had to do was open the door to just see but i was too late she was gone but i guess either way it goes she'll never be here.... yea god i wish you would of waited just a few more years then i could of let her go what the ******** i can never she inbedded in me to the point it hurts then bryce left me ******** you b***h there was no point then max sorry i wish i was there maybe i could of helped then my babies puff and buffy .... i miss you all now my thout is at the point to where i can no longer shallow or hold back my tears ... we move on but dont think for a second i dont remerber yall guys i plan to see yall in heaven or hell i play this one song on the piano for yall to hear if you hear it keep it but your all die you know nothing but you can still haunt me in my dreams just not in my house or anywhere else i'd be scared the s**t out of like my ex room .... ******** you if its one of yall or my ... head ooo sex time