Month 1: Mommy, I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.
Month 2: Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.
Month 3: You know what, Mommy, I'm a boy! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.
Month 4: Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but i will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head, curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it, too.
month 5: You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel.
Month 6: I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! MOMMY! HELP me!
Month 7:
Mommy, I am okay. I am in ra' s arms. He is holding me. Why didn't you want me Mommy?
One more life that will never love...
krixa 15 · Fri Sep 24, 2010 @ 01:53am · 0 Comments |