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Write your feelings down on paper, that way I'll have them for me later. I'll pull them out in the middle of class, knowing with all my heart that this was meant to last. You went through the hard work of never letting go. The least I could do is to let you know, that I acknowledge it, and I love you back. There's no way that you could not believe that. I breath my love for you, live in it too. The whole world will be jealous by the time we get through. There isn't a thing that anyone could say. There's not a thing they could do to lead me astray. Your love is like the adrenaline to my dangerous situation. It gets me so worked up it's like I'm about to have a revelation. About life and it's complete meaning. About the essence you've got me breathing. I love you baby,and it's the only thing I'm feeling. But will it be enough to ebb the oncoming tide? It's been so tough lately that haven't been able to decide. Turns out that I'm not just feeling love, but doubts. It's been so very hard for me to figure it all out. I just don't want to hurt you, spit all in your face. Have you walking away with your head held down in disgrace. I've got to weigh my options, which would hurt less? Watching your eyes so full of sadness, or feel my love for you slowly fading to death. It's all just so much, I can't really think anymore. It's just so easier to go about my actions, to experiment and explore. But it's becoming dangerous, this game I'm playing. So much so that I've got people saying: Girl, you need to calm yourself down. Stop to take a breath or you'll end up on the ground. I just can't DO it anymore, put up wit all this mess. Walking around looking happy when I'm feeling nothing but distressed. I'm a contradiction now, just a joke. Pure non- fiction and it's causing me to choke. Can't kiss you without coughing, and then trying to hide it away. As if you would connect the dots like some new world fame. So I've come to my decision, and I hope that it's the right one. I just hope for all the world that you can cope with your dying sun. [img:c8bc61b7c5]http://i661.photobucket.com/albums/uu332/Dekka_LuV/Horrid.gif[/img:c8bc61b7c5] "[b:c8bc61b7c5]I was a heavy heart to carry. My beloved was weighed down; my arms around his neck, my fingers laced a crown. I was a heavy heart to carry, my feet dragged across the ground, and he took me to the river, where he slowly let me drown... My love has concrete feet, my love's an iron bar, wrapped around your ankles over the waterfall....I'm so Heavy...[/b:c8bc61b7c5]" Sardonic Excitement · Sat Oct 23, 2010 @ 02:22am · 0 Comments


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"[b:c8bc61b7c5]I was a heavy heart to carry. My beloved was weighed down; my arms around his neck, my fingers laced a crown. I was a heavy heart to carry, my feet dragged across the ground, and he took me to the river, where he slowly let me drown...

My love has concrete feet, my love's an iron bar, wrapped around your ankles over the waterfall....I'm so Heavy...[/b:c8bc61b7c5]"

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