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	My Rocket
	My Rocket


Like a mini rocket in my chest, Ready to burst into a bloody mess, The pain is there and the love hurts, I've forgotten how it all works. I can't function properly, only breath, Eat, stare, and neglect sleep. My body is a machine, Going through it's functions, But all the while I feel nothing. Not the trembling of the rocket's cab. Not the tears falling into my lap. Not the sizzling of iron against skin. Not the pure bliss of pain from within. I'm gone and it's hard to say, If I will ever return to the world some day. And my mini rocket has spent it's jets. In it's tanks, there's nothing left. The shuddering of the engine, Coming to it's pitiful ending. The love will die, no longer hurting. The rocket will lie still, no bursting. Because there is no purpose behind believing, In this, the life I'm living. So I'll slowly start descending, Into the dark where no one can see, The horrific mess I've made of me. No masks, no faking, I'm slowly baking, Like dead meat under the glare of the sun, And there's nothing. [img:c8bc61b7c5]http://i661.photobucket.com/albums/uu332/Dekka_LuV/Horrid.gif[/img:c8bc61b7c5] "[b:c8bc61b7c5]I was a heavy heart to carry. My beloved was weighed down; my arms around his neck, my fingers laced a crown. I was a heavy heart to carry, my feet dragged across the ground, and he took me to the river, where he slowly let me drown... My love has concrete feet, my love's an iron bar, wrapped around your ankles over the waterfall....I'm so Heavy...[/b:c8bc61b7c5]" Sardonic Excitement · Sat Oct 23, 2010 @ 02:40am · 0 Comments


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"[b:c8bc61b7c5]I was a heavy heart to carry. My beloved was weighed down; my arms around his neck, my fingers laced a crown. I was a heavy heart to carry, my feet dragged across the ground, and he took me to the river, where he slowly let me drown...

My love has concrete feet, my love's an iron bar, wrapped around your ankles over the waterfall....I'm so Heavy...[/b:c8bc61b7c5]"

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