Today I am sick.
No school for me...
Is that good?I dont ******** knoow but what I do know is no one in school is going to give a split ******** about were I am.
I dont exist to them.Well know what I think?
They can go get stuffed by a pedifile.
Would serve the bitches right.
And for all you who have anything bad to say about my life...
shut the ******** up and go to hell because none of you have any idea how hard life is for me.Im not one of those bitches that complain about making a few mistakes even though I have lots of money.
i dont have ANY money and my family barly has any either.
we have food stamps and we go to the church pantry.
You know I have hell for A life but i have never once realy tought about killing myself.I said I do but I dont.
Whats the point in that?sure I live in a ratty apartmen with six people and two rooms and my brother has a room to himself, but still at least its a place to sleep and be at least a little warm.
so every body hates me in school for no reoson but still at least its a way to get away for my troubles at home.
I have a step dad who realy is not my step dad because he aint married to my mom yet but hes living in our ratty little apartment.
when they married hes going to adopt me and my big brother.
thats wonderfull news but what if my bio logical father dosnt aproove of it what then?fred my bio logical father is only that because i fired him as my dad.
he did his job terribly.
he hit my brother in the stomach when he was 9 and slapped me repeatedly when i was 8.
he yelled at my mom and i wouldnt be surprized if he hit her to.
well any way im done for today as tired as a beat up dog.
one more thing i wanna get out.
Im not saying this s**t to make people feel bad for me because thats bitchy.i only say this stuff because somtimes you just want to let it out even if people dont give a damn.
 sarafina_star13 · Wed Nov 17, 2010 @ 09:31pm · 0 Comments |
