its about damm time i've got you the answer who ever.... well i was in krogers just to get some squash and im walking around with my buddy and we ended up in the school section around the cards for like everything and this old lady walks up and she's like do you know where a plain thanksgivings card is and im like lookin my buddy cuz i dont understand ansent people and then she repeats it and i find out thats its thank you cards and im like yea girl lets look and oh my god the sweetest little woman i have ever meet unexpectingly and the card was for a guy that turned out to be my dads coworker that comes to the lot all the time and she talked about how he is so nice to watch a lady like herself and i was like yea you dont find that anymore and then she went on to husband of 63 years that die but oh they were so in love at first sight and how there parents didnt want them to be put me to tears and then she was like well do you have a lucky lady and im like yea too many and she's say no there is only one and im like how will i know her answer you just do .... and you know she's right ... she's my angel sent straight from heaven that answered my question oh s**t me cryin ... you know all the girls i meet i end up ******** i do i wish i didnt either then after i do it im like s**t i dont want you anymore... so thats why im staying back the right girl at the right time will come to me ... s**t watch her eyes and my eyes meet and we walk away from each other but no really im waiting even if that takes forever i gots god knows how long... everybody has a person even if that person kills themself or whatever just remerber god knows everything ... scary.... but everything he knows who you'll love and who will love you... now if thats up to you may i say no god does even if you ******** it up ... life as no plans there just dreams for us to explore but thats only if you make it something more than whats to meet the eye ... Thank you God. From the bottom of my heart and please help the woman with her pain i know she hurts well you know i almost picked her up and was gonna carrier her around the store but no thank you i cant say that enough s**t im cryin you know i tested god cuz i swear that i didnt believe him in the last couple of weeks but thank you though im a believer and never for once think im not never even if i swear up and down ... i want everybody who reads this to give god a question and be on the look out give him time i waited about a year or 2 to get my answer but he'll answer it in special ways