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zolthegodoffire: i was just woundering u know lol...mabe thats y u look so beautifle ,mabe its beacuse you take your time lol
zolthegodoffire: I'm still like wow from saturday ^_^
zolthegodoffire: it was such a great match ^_^
zolthegodoffire: WOW
?: lol
zolthegodoffire: i..
zolthegodoffire: i...nvm its not that important... ^_^
?: tell me
zolthegodoffire: well...
zolthegodoffire: here it gose...
zolthegodoffire: my soul tears apart every time i hold back these words... "I Iove you"...
zolthegodoffire: i try but i can't hold back
zolthegodoffire: It dosen't hurt that much when u get used to it..
zolthegodoffire: It just stings alittle
?: express urself..dont hold bk
zolthegodoffire: ^_^ but its better when i'm with ya
zolthegodoffire: Everything... gose away..
zolthegodoffire: My troubles...
zolthegodoffire: My worrys
zolthegodoffire: Everything
zolthegodoffire: I even forget that i got homework lol
zolthegodoffire: ^_^ when the thoguth of you crasses my maind theres no stoping from there
zolthegodoffire: I think about ya all the time
zolthegodoffire: From dawn to dusk
zolthegodoffire: When i go 2 sleep i pray for your safty
zolthegodoffire: When i wake up i pray that u haea good day..
zolthegodoffire: I never had the chance to thank you properly ,
zolthegodoffire: I never even had the chance to stop and think about wut i have to say...
zolthegodoffire: Mabe this words of emotin can fill those empty spaces in my heart..
zolthegodoffire: Mabe they call fill them up...
zolthegodoffire: But i dought it..
zolthegodoffire: Nothing can fill up the mark u have left on me
zolthegodoffire: I just try to forget but i can't...Every time i try to forget i fall in love with you a little more ,, yea its strange but thats the way i am lol sorry
zolthegodoffire: but in the time idon't think of you ...
zolthegodoffire: I wounder...
zolthegodoffire: I wounder manythings..
zolthegodoffire: I wounder hoe life would be... if i never met you...
zolthegodoffire: Would it be trouble all my life...
zolthegodoffire: Would it be some kaind of wearid thing that might happen to me..
zolthegodoffire: Sence i met you i been holding back on many things...
zolthegodoffire: I changed alot mentaly and physicaly as well
zolthegodoffire: I became a btter person, i started runnign to get in shape lol
zolthegodoffire: I wander if you would like me if i changed but i never got that answer out of my head
zolthegodoffire: so i jus tturnd into my self again but yet i still keep working about i got addicted to it lol
zolthegodoffire: well...
zolthegodoffire: Never thought of the day i would talkt o you with this much easyness...
zolthegodoffire: I...
zolthegodoffire: I may not be that good of a poet or an artist but yet ...
zolthegodoffire: every time i do those things for you i see me self excel on them ..
zolthegodoffire: WHeni get asekd to do something i do my best but nothing comes out as great as when i do it for you...
zolthegodoffire: My insperation...
zolthegodoffire: You
zolthegodoffire: my wishes
zolthegodoffire: my only love that i cared 4,
zolthegodoffire: yet i don't feel a thing frome you
zolthegodoffire: that wut hurts yet
zolthegodoffire: when you talk to me i feel like the stongest guy in the wold
zolthegodoffire: ^_^
zolthegodoffire: when i'm almost blue and sad
zolthegodoffire: i think about ya and how good of a person you been to me
zolthegodoffire: And right away i have a smile on my face
zolthegodoffire: Never have i smiled for any one...only if asked to
zolthegodoffire: All the pics i have t aken ...
zolthegodoffire: people asked me to smile so i have to..
zolthegodoffire: but when i think of you i smile with content.
zolthegodoffire: and i do it with honesty
zolthegodoffire: never have i let any one see me smile with such happyness in my face
zolthegodoffire: Last time i wanted to reach out to you but i couldn't lol
zolthegodoffire: I was restraind by your family
zolthegodoffire: so i couldn't get any closer lol
zolthegodoffire: i was going to try to pass by behaind them and wave but it was going to be too oveies...
zolthegodoffire: or however thats spelled...
zolthegodoffire: but i chose to saty and keep looking at you
zolthegodoffire: your beauty ...your smile and your eyes lol
zolthegodoffire: The expressino you make makes me wounder why did god make such a pretty girl and yet not let men reach out
zolthegodoffire: I wounder if he is just teaseing me or torchering me...
zolthegodoffire: I try to reach out but every time i try somthing has to be blocking my way...
zolthegodoffire: and wut do i do i move it and try again as son as i can ^_^
zolthegodoffire: I only liked you
zolthegodoffire: You are the only one that has cought my eyes
zolthegodoffire: There may be many girls not a single on can be like u
zolthegodoffire: bnot even if they tryed...
zolthegodoffire: No one could copy your perfect smile, i tryed yet faild on my drawing so thats y i have you with out a smile
zolthegodoffire: I have an excuse.
zolthegodoffire: I say that no one can darw a perfect smile like that ^_^
zolthegodoffire: not even the best in the world ^_^
zolthegodoffire: i love you
zolthegodoffire: but as you asked me i will hold back and hold back i will
zolthegodoffire: i only let a small percent of wut i been holding back..
zolthegodoffire: theres more yet im afraid if i tell you u might get sceard ^_^;;
zolthegodoffire: I don't want that
zolthegodoffire: even the tought of that turns my skin frail...
zolthegodoffire: it rabishes all my hope ..
zolthegodoffire: takes my hope away and turns it into a nightmare..
zolthegodoffire: i only wish to have you but if i can't well wut else can i wish for...?
zolthegodoffire: theres nothing else in this world as perfect as you..
zolthegodoffire: Maind body and soul ^_^ your the girl of my dreams
zolthegodoffire: it hurts to hold back yea u felt it too but in a diffrent way,
zolthegodoffire: lol
zolthegodoffire: never would i see the day....or will i ever see the day..?
zolthegodoffire: that i have you or will i ever have you..?
zolthegodoffire: many questions...
zolthegodoffire: yet such a short life
zolthegodoffire: life...
zolthegodoffire: life...is it worth it...
zolthegodoffire: Should i be loved this much by some one i turly olve yet not they don't feel the same??...
Yes it hurt alot... heart I love you Di! I turly do..
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