Sometimes I feel like I'm drifting in and out of life, almost as if I'm not really here at all. I've been wishing for the same thing all this year and so far, it hasn't even come close. If anything, things have been going in the opposite direction...not like I can doing anything about that right?
I've been doing my best to look at things on the brighter side of life, to try and do something with myself. It is very hard to be cheerful and have a possitive attitude when all you are surrounded by is darkness. A friend of mine told me that one day I would have to venture into the darkness in order to face my future.
To this end, I've been striving and I'm losing hope bit by bit. My future is fading before my eyes and I can't do anything to stop it. My dreams for my future are fading as well and I don't know if I have the strength to hang on. I'm growing so tired...so tired...
OokamiValkire Community Member |
|