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I'm so angry and depressed at everything that has been happening over the past few months... I just can't stand anymore of the bad news. I wish all my troubles could just melt away and everything would be better. I don't have any motivation to do anything anymore... It all feels like a big blur or some awful dream. There's nothing extraordinary I want to do now like I used to want before I starting having these pains. I can't sleep, so I'm always tired. I have no energy to do the things I love. I just want to sleep, sleep, and sleep some more. I'm always yawning, and I can't concentrate. I feel like everything I love is just slipping through my fingers. I can't swim, can't concentrate on art, I can't even travel to Chicago to see my friend... This art table that I got for Christmas was one of the best gifts ever, but I can't even sit at it because my back pains me to the point where I cry and can't move. I just wish it would go away, so I could go back to doing what I love so much... I miss everything...And I miss my friends...

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