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a bunch of bullshit written by a bullshit teenager with a bullshit hobby. tho it's not like I update that often
The Day Everything Turned to Hell
(The ink is smudged everywhere, as if someone cried, stopped, then cried again.)

Entry~

Shitty, shitty day.

Ran into Gio, some random girl, and Ed at the center. The random girl left as Lena appeared.

Then...

X. She appears once, Lena ******** screams. Annoying b***h got all paranoid.

Then she appears again. Lena begins to freak out while Gio pretends he saw nothing. I saw him shiver.

I warn everyone to get away from him, just in case something overtakes him. Of course, LENA IS A ******** RETARD.

So then the third time she appears again, and by now I've noticed these creepy whisperings. She asks where Clovenhoove is, as if we're all some strangers she's trying to be polite to.

I told her none of us know.

Of course Lena, the ******** IDIOT of a POH ( how the hell did she get that spot anyways) told X that Clovenhoove was in Grunny dorms/commons.

A few seconds later and X wanders off. A huge 'BOOM!'

Obviously, me and Gio run to go check.

...Rubble. The grunny dorms and commons are reduced to rubble, limbs and such sticking out...Gio barfs, Lena runs away sobbing because everyone points out her stupid-a** mistake, and I...I just sort of stand there before running to the rubble.

Somehow I convince myself that there is going to be someone, someone alive in there. Ed's friend dies in his arms.

There is no one.

Rika shows up, and by the look on her face I know I practically look like a murderer, what with all the blood on me. She hugs me, and we all go back to the center...

Sir Thomas tells us Matilda made the deal with the demon because she was apparently buried under the snow. That there was revenge wanted on Clovenhoove. ...And in general, the whole staff of GEIOW is composed of ******** idiots.

Gio looked shaken up. We all were, really. The majority of the grunny population was in those houses...and they're all dead, all blasted to bits.

All because of the POH they voted for.

Bri appears, and she comforts me while Gio and Rika have another little one of their stupid romantic moments or some s**t.

She offers to get us some tea/coffee/other and we all just sit around, when Bri mentions that she has to talk to Gio privately. I'm probably in the shittiest mood by now, and I voice out that I was sick of people walking off to talk privately.

She replies coolly that it was none of our business.

And Rika and I, we just snap. Tell her that when is it going to be our business? When everyone dies? I tell her I have no faith in her anymore anyways.

She leaves.

Ed pushes up the idea of a rebellion. Rika wants to go after X. Gio wants to go after Clovenhoove AND X. But I, I pull up the idea of the books.

We haven't got a sliver of a chance until we get our hands on one of them. And what's the least sinister of them all? That's right. Chaos.

This has 'Majora' written all over it. 'Chaotic, no?'

I leave after that, going out to the outer world to relieve myself of stress.

I wander back to the nurses's office -- (during the weekend me and Harper planned the whole evacuation thing.) to raid for mattresses and stuff. Rika shoves an entry from Gio's diary in my hands, proving Gio/Bri/Gert DID burn down the watermeat commons.

Nothing I didn't know.

Rika runs after Gio, who slips away to hide behind a wall slyly. Rika runs off. I follow after her when she doesn't come back.

I'm wandering off to dorms, when I see the most chilling image ever. Jinx is standing next to X herself, Rin and Rika standing together.

Jinx keeps screaming at us to go away, but me and Rika stand our ground.

Before I know it, we're all fighting. I'm trying to get Jinx to get back to her senses, but it doesn't work. Those tattoos are over her by now, gripping her firmly.

My words never go through her ears.

Fire rains. Huge, dangerous fire rains. Ear-deafening hits of music, all which hit me the worst. I get burned badly. Rika gets hit in the stomach a few times, but we do our best to protect eachother. I aim hunter's bows at X.

Most of them bounce off, but some actually hit her near the chest...
...Guess who found out one of her weaknesses? Or at least, a hint to it. This will come in handy...

After a while, after Jinx keeps on hitting Rika, I switch from defense to offense. I hit her with a landshark, full of elven and wizard magic.

Surprisingly, she gets thrown back. We all switch and suddenly we're going for Jinx, too. She gets shurikened.

Rika, the stupid, noble idiot, runs at X with a slash glowing at her wand--and Jinx appears behind her, stabbing her with a slash. X flashes away, and suddenly Jinx's eyes go wide.

Rika falls. I swear, that moment keeps replaying in my mind.

Rika is my best friend, one of the last people I ever want to see get hurt. All I can think of that moment is 'I've failed again.'

Rin goes to reassure Jinx while I pour revive after revive down Rika's throat. It's a hasty thing, but she's losing blood, and fast.

We run back to the other group, catching a glimpse of X before she flashes out. (Why have the defenses gone bad?) The group rushes to us, though I can't hear their words. At the time, I think it's just because I'm going through shock.
But everything sounds odd, like it's far away, drowned out in water.

We go to the nurse's and Rika/Jinx are taken care of, stitched up and such. I just sort of sit in a chair, putting anesthetic on my really bad burns. It's around this time when I realize that I can't physically hear anything.

Bri wanders over, and I mouth a 'sorry' to her. She just sort of sits on the ground and leans on my leg.

Why? Why do I get so mad at her, only to forgive her again? I can't let go of Bri.
I can't let go of anyone here, really.

I'm straining to hear, but all I hear is...well, nothing. It's weird, really. Sometimes I get slips of things, but it's all warped; and that's it. Otherwise, it's just pure white noise.

I'm tired by this time. There is so much going on, I just fought a ******** duel with my childhood friend...

So, I fall asleep to the sight of pattering rain.

It finally rained. I wish I had had enough energy to run out in it to dance.

I just woke up again, my ears are still in that same state. Well actually, it's worse. They were bleeding, after all. I guess everyone forgot about me while they were worrying about Jinx and Rika.

That's okay. I walked four days on a shattered ankle, I can go on with untreated ear drums. Besides, they were near death.

Everything is so silent now, so eerily quiet. Everyone fell asleep in the nurses's office, I think. Even Raz is there.

With the morning light shining in on them all, I've realized all the s**t we've really gone through.

And I realized that stomach wounds or not, dangerous deals or not, deaf ears or not--

This is only the beginning.

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  • User Comments: [2]
    Itchigotchi
    Community Member





    Mon Mar 12, 2012 @ 04:45am


    ...the beginning of the end, baby.

    ~Dragging reckless angsty children out near infinate aftermaths~
    mrgreen


    Jennalaia
    Community Member





    Mon Mar 12, 2012 @ 05:16am


    ...Did I seriously just read Gio/Bri/HOLLY? LOOOOL


    User Comments: [2]
     
     
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