Getting stuff ready for rehearsal this afternoon.
Our show opens Thursday, March 7th. A little nervous. Also incredibly upset. I'm the only one who knows all my lines. I'm also admittedly the only one that cares about this show out of our 4 people cast... Even our director doesn't care. Neither does our stage manager, lights or sound guy, prop manager, or attire helpers.
Why commit when you don't want to? It's annoying. It's wasting everyone's time.
Hopefully rehearsal will go well today, and I won't come back upset because the low level performance. In this case, it's not even that I have high standards. It's just that no one truly gives a s**t except me. And I love this play. It's beautiful. People are just too stupid to see that, it feels like.
On another note, on the 29th of this month, I'll have been on this account for 5 years. My other account was there for at least another year. So I've been on Gaia for about 6 years now. I think I'll celebrate somehow. Or maybe not. I've not really come far. Most people 6 years in has like the most expensive and grand items. I don't know. I guess I was here for socializing more than anything. I mean. I did meet Kyo. c: <3
Purple Sky Painter · Sun Mar 03, 2013 @ 03:27pm · 0 Comments |