As long as I can remember,
I knew you as a strong,
Healthy,
Fun,
Mom.
Now I see you like this,
And my heart breaks so finely.
I know at times we had our fights,
That brought us to the point of explosion.
But we gave it time,
And then there we were,
Laughing ours asses off again.
But when you asked me that question,
My whole being stopped.
My soul seemed to disappear,
And my heart finally shattered.
"What do you really want of mine when I am gone?"
What could I say?
What can I do?
I never thought of that before.
I never wanted to think of that before.
I thought you would live for years.
Until I too was in my older years.
Mommy all I ask of you,
Is just to be with me always.
I don't want to see you die.
But I know...
I'm just going to cry.
Mommy please don't say such things.
You'll get through this,
I know you will.
But if that time does come soon,
All my heart and soul = BOOM!
I'll never be the same again.
You helped me be who I am.
I never pictured you ever gone,
And if I do...
It is a sad song.
If you get buried,
Your grave will be forever clean.
I'll make sure of it myself.
It will always gleam.
Mommy, if you want to be ashes,
May I please keep you with me?
I never want you to leave me!!
Mommy
Mommy
Please....
I'll need you....
I'll forever need you.
Please....don't leave me.....
 ~The~Blackest~Rose~ · Fri Apr 28, 2006 @ 12:56am · 5 Comments |
