i feel so empty.... it feels so cold inside.... it's as if lonliness has become a friend of mine how i wish someone would fill the space of this empty heart of mine
i've been through relationships in the past... but i can't seem to make them last... i want to be loved but i just can't seem to do my part in maintaining the whole ordeal... something must be very wrong with me... i let good relationships go to waste... now, here i am feeling so depressed...
is there someone in this world that's meant for me? someone who could understand my shortcomings and flaws? is there someone i could love more than myself?
i'm starting to sound so desperate... it must be depression acting up.. i never thought that i would ever write something like this... sometimes, i just surprise myself with what i do...
sigh.... but what could i do? it's probably not the time for me to start loving again... i guess i'm still too immature to handle such a big task like this... nothing left to do but wait....
-end of rant piece-
Hyung Horangi · Wed Sep 27, 2006 @ 09:59am · 0 Comments |