i feel lower then s**t, but i am, im so depressed i can barely fake a smile. he hate me, but least i have cats love still...and really caring friends too......they r so sweet and always listen and 4give me, tonight i think im gonna have a few drinks to take most of the pain away for awhile, they always listen and read my journals and leave me messages. u know, if he does hate me and never want to be my bestist best friend, thats fine, i will find another one.
 lil_qt_cat1 · Fri Oct 06, 2006 @ 03:02pm · 2 Comments |
