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I feel like s**t right now
I don't get why since
five minutes ago I was normal
and this morning I've been happy
I'm tired
I feel ugly and disgusting
and worthless.
my attempt to be perfect
for my prettiness
is really making me feel disgusting for what I am.
every time I see my self in the mirror I feel
ugly
every time I think of thoughts
of fantasy I feel disgusting
and every time I see someone I feel worthless.
I feel worse when I eat or rather I can't stop eating
I think I'm going into withdrawal
I grave junk food
constantly
I feel like drawing or writing but nothing good
comes from it
my ideas are disgusting and my drawings are worthless
like I said before I feel like s**t.
I seriously feel like I want to die
but no worries I think this is a phase once I start school and
see my prettiness I will be better
though...
when I think of him, and how pretty he is
and how pathetic I am
makes me feel worse
I’m tired. I have to go
 tenshi_darien · Sat Oct 07, 2006 @ 05:14am · 4 Comments |
