I give up more and more with each pointless beat of my heart and i wonder if there is a point too the hell i go threw for every moment of joy there are 5 of pain so maybe i should let this blade give me peace maybe i should just let myself die inside and out for both are fading faster and faster each day i choose too fight it and i loose each time so i keep fighting my fools game for i am a fool caught up in his own mind ive knowen the world and now i wish too die 15 years is just a flash in the eyes of most but i believe it is all i can stand so i fall into the hands of death and wait my gifts i wait my damnation that i would have served on earth will now be finnished in the fires off hell so for now i leave with these dark words from my shattered heart and borken mind
Forget you knew me forget all the words i spoke all you thought was in kindness was really just my darkness feeding its self more and more feeding it self upon my hopes and dreams and as you wished i felt and what i wished too have so now i watch it all rot away within my heart the blight still lingers and spreads too all i touch for i am yet another darkprofit forcing what he sees into and upon the world and yet i know my falts and i continue with them as if they are no problem what so ever as they have told my father i have heart of a saint and the mind of a demon and yet i laugh for they speak the truth i let things go by that i should never and i grab things i know with hurt me
this is the only complete poem im going too post in here all the others have been/are peices of poems or its something i just threw togather from random thought
hellflame3000 · Sat Jan 15, 2005 @ 11:02am · 0 Comments |