as i wake up and look out side i wonder how many people will suffer and die i wish i can help them i help people's probmles as they see me lough and smile there dont know that deep inside i cry and scream in pain as the pain inside has goten wores in me i let the darkness in me how stupid i was to think i was able to control the darkness i can but not all of it i become attice to it but i gave it up .theres something in me that is a part of me that side wants to take out every human down not kill them but make them suffer i act creepy and when i talk to my self is because am talking to the ones that are in me i wish people knew how much pain i had in my past .. i sometimes wonder what am i because sometimes i hart people's feeling pretty bad AM SO MAD AND SCARED OF WHO I AM AM I A MONSTER IF I AM WHAT WILL THE PEOPLE DO TO ME OR YOU ? WAS I BORN TO HART PEOPLE"S FEELINGS ? no i dont want to hart no one anymore no one maybe am a angel just waiting to be relise out of this humanbody but what ever i am am happy i met all of the people in this life time well i hope every one reads this thats why i think alot and act wierd because it takes the pain away alittle pit and i cry at nights sometimes i dont have alot of happy memmerys in my past just sad ones heh well am finsh now
 Ricky_Link · Wed Dec 27, 2006 @ 10:18pm · 1 Comments |
