well things are better than they were. i have a least one person who cares a great deal(and i feel the same for him) and found two who care for me in a way that i do not return. my relationship with my mother is still chaotic, and having that damn blizzard here in colorado didn't help cuz that stuck me with her boy friend and her, which i hated every minute of being there. i still feel lonely cuz even though he cares he's not here, cuz he's just not able to be and i understand that but i still feel lonely when i'm in my house(yes mine cuz my mom pretty much lives with her boy friend) and there's just me here. also i don't get to hang out with my friends much at all except at school and so those relationships are quietly becoming non existant. and without being able to drive, yes 17 and still unable to drive...damn mother of mine always procrastinated about it and now she doesn't even think about it, and i live out in the country, i can't go no where and i can't do anything but come online..and sure that's fun...but it gets boring after a while.....well so life still bites for me...>< but i'm sure it does for a lot of people so i'll quit whinning...well for now.
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