Meh im bored. *yawns* Too bad no ones really on. so im stuck here alone with nothing to do. *shrugs* meh ill ust listen to some music or something... Now for something meaningfull. Not that my life has ever had much meaning. Im a ******** up... I guess thats the best way you could put it. I was a thief, and a liar, an outrageous braggart, and a violant son ofa b***h. I guess now that ive settled down a bit I cant help but feel guilty about all the things Ive done in my life. Not that it matters. I just feel that I could have done so much more with myself up untill this point then I have. If that makes any sense. I dont have much faith in anything anymore. Except for a girl. but thats niether here nor there. I dont know if ill ever find redemption. I guess thats what bothers me, not knowing if ill ever be forgiven for all the mistakes in my life... Ohh well.. not like it truely matters.
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