well, ive been to hell and back and now i got lost in purgatory, i think ppl like to hurt me when im down, wont give me an answer, just leave me hanging like i was for the past few days, i think they would rather me really hanging then just love me, things arnt right, or i wouldnt have cried so much for the past few days. i told them, i was close to a break down, shaking like a leaf and yet no certain answer, just leave me hanging so i can feel like the worst person, the lowest thing on earth to them and everyone i know. i have issues with alot of things, including low self esteme, issues with trust with men, and a ton of others im sure. i told them i will be this way and that way possible, but no, "oh i cant picture u ever being that way" im sorry for not being perfect. im done spoiling, im done being an open book to ppl i think i can trust tho i still trust the ppl who earned my trust, just no new ones, im closed.
 lil_qt_cat1 · Thu Apr 26, 2007 @ 03:47pm · 0 Comments |
