Kimi wa mou yume no tsuzuki todoku hazu mo nai koto da to wakatteiru
Anti-Nostalgic Gravitation
In liveing memory of Jan gray mother of three children and 6 chikens
hey ya people
hey every one. im sharpeing my knife so i can mutilate something i dont care what it will probaly be a box or something.. im soooo pissed off right now.. ok i when to youth group and when i get home i get this whole "your cuting it colse" and i was like "im sorry" and thats not good enought anymore! i hate being traped here particularly when my dad is here because we do NOT get along. i act like im happy with him around i try to be sweet and submissive obeideant daugter... but i can not stand being under his thumb! im sooo mad at him right now.. Ive come home latter with less of an explination and hes been les pissed off... i dont understnad him and i m sick of him and dealing with hearing him yell at every one and everything the ******** second he walks in the god damnd door ! i dont know why i have to deal with this s**t. i cant even fight back! i just have to sit there and take what ever the hell he wants to yell at me because im suposed to be submissive. I HATE IT... .ive given up so much so he can have his way.. and he doesnt give a damn... he never will and i dont wana deal with his s**t anymore. but its ok... a nother 4 monts and im gona be 18 so he can kiss my a** when hes pissed off ill finde some place els to live if its that much of a problem that im home LITERALY ONE ******** minuete after cerfuw... AAAARRRRGH! why do i have to be ******** dependant on him why cant i be in control of my own life!! scream
ok..im done... i just had to get that out...see you all latter
verin
"hold me what ever lies beyond this morning is a littel later on reguardless of warnings the futer doesnt scare me at ALL!"
Awww, it's ok erin I get the same s**t sometimes from my Grandparents, all I can really tell you is just to let it go in one ear and out the other and just slow down, don't let the foolishness of one individual tear you apart.
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half_ghost · Community Member · Thu Apr 07, 2005 @ 03:57am