• Have you ever woken up knowing that you did something that you knew you shouldnt of done. Thats how i feel right now and i think i know what i did. i think i am feeling this way because i started dating Shane yesterday. i do like shane the same way i think he likes me it is just i think that we need to be friends first before we start dating. i hate it when i am right because i know what i am going to be hurting someone else now but it has to be done. there is a knock on my door.
    "Jess honey there is someone at the door for you" my mom said. i think she is surpised that i have a friend now.
    "okay i will be down stars in a second." i said. i grabbed my school I.D and walked down stares to leave for school.
    "Bye mom see you after school" i yelled.
    "Bye Jess" my mom said
    i walked to the door and saw that Shane was there. He was wearing his green t-shirt that i thought that brought out his green eyes.
    "Hey" i said opening the door so i come get my shoes on and walk to school like all was.
    "Hey can i walk with you to school" Shane asked.
    "Yeah i would like that" i said when my shoes were on. i was wearing my black convers. i love them.
    "I love your shoes Jess" shane said as we started walking to school.
    "Shane i have to tell you something" i said.
    "What is it"
    "I wanted to know if we can be friends for a little bit longer before we start dating" i said looking down at the sidewalk.
    "Why dont to like me the same way i like you" Shane said heartbroken.
    "i do it is just that you had just broken up with Rachel and then you wanted to be my friend and then we started dating and i think that-" i said
    "You think what that i dont like you and that i will use you no i wouldnt do that Jess you should know that" shane said.
    "No i think that we are moveing to fast and that we need to be friends first and get to know each other better" i said.
    'Oh" Shane said. i couldnt speack i was thinking that i had hurt him.
    "Okay we can do that but what if some girl is like asking me over and over if i can go to the movies with her" Shane said.
    "You can say what you want i dont care." i said i was upset now that shane was talking about what if someone askes him out.
    "Are you okay" shane asked.
    "Im fine" i said after a few seconds.
    "No you are not Jess i know that" shane said.
    "Fine i am not okay i am jealous because you said that what if some girl askes you okay' i said
    "Jess i woulod say sorry im all ready taken' shane said
    "But your not shane" i said
    "My heart is taken thought" Shane said.
    "by who" i said.
    "well you duh why wouldnt i lov- like you" Shane said
    "OOOOOOOOOO you all most said the L word." i laughed. shane laughted. his laughed made me smile like crazy.
    "Yeah i all most did i didnt like gosh i am confused" shane said.
    "You are my best friend and i really like you like i said before" i said
    "i know i know we are friends right now intill later speaking of later have you heard about prom yet well it is for people in there last year of high school" shane said trying to get something out but he couldnt say anything.
    " i think so why" i said looking at him.
    "maybe if you want maybe we can go together if you want we dont have to go if you wan-" shane said talking fast.
    "sure" i said. shane put his arm arouond my shoulder in a friendly way thought.
    "thank you Jess" Shane said and kissed my forehead. i sighed.
    "we talked about that." i said.
    "i know cant i at least show you and everybody else that i will wait for you and that i like you a lot" Shane said.
    "Okay okay you can do that" i said. i put my head on his shoulder as we walked into the school building.
    "Shane!" Rachel yelled as we walked into the building. we stoped and turned around to look at her.
    "i wanted to know if we could get back together for the prom." Rachel said.
    "Nope i am all ready going with someone sorry thanks for asking thought." Shane said i lefted my head.
    "with who" Rachel asked.
    "Someone who has won my heart" Shane said.
    "again who"
    "you dont have to know Rachel"
    "whatever wait hey Jess you still a loner."
    "Um let me think about that um no what does it look like" i said.
    "Shane you leave me for her" Rachel said.
    "What can i say she won my heart unlike you" Shane said.
    "Now that is gross she a loner and you were popular now you are a loner too" Rachel said.
    "and i dont care" Shane said.
    "Whatever just dont come crying to me ever" Rachel said grossed out. She walked away and i was like so happy cause now i got Shane to myself again even thought we arent dateing we still like each other and will wait for each other. at keast thats what i hope.
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