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Go ahead and blame yourself,
you always do anyway,
picking away at your self-esteem,
actually making me feel worse,
for no good reason.
Every time you were here,
my heart burst out my chest,
and I offered myself to you.
When you were here,
my smile grew wide,
when you were gone,
I'd drown in self pity.
Sometimes I wouldn't hear from you for weeks,
although,
without you,
I could smile.
Then you'd return,
I completely forgot about the fun I had,
when you weren't
There.
You left again and again,
always returning,
for a short while.
"stay."
I'd ask.
"I need you."
I'd plead.
It's true,
I needed you,
cause when you were gone,
I cried I obsessed.
After a few days I'd forget your lovely smile,
You matching brown hair and eyes,
and your "sexy" braces.
I admit it,
I love you even now,
I swear on my grave,
that I will meet you some day.
Til then,
think fondly of me,
the fun we had,
I do always.
I still love you,
I still miss you,
But it's better this way.
And no matter how many times I cuss out your name,
well, who am I kidding?
I'd never say it out loud,
No, I won't say I'm still in love with you,
Kev.
-Max
- by Laser_Lemon_Lolita |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 08/06/2008 |
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- Title: I'd never say it out loud
- Artist: Laser_Lemon_Lolita
- Description: This non-rhyming poem is dedicated to my first ex-boyfriend. The only reason we broke up was the physical difference between us. He lives over 300 miles from me. So as you can probably guess, I met him online through a friend that I know personally. We were real close, but his parents always seemed to be the reason he wasn't online. Plus, my dad didn't approve. Anyway, here it is.
- Date: 08/06/2008
- Tags: exboyfriend dedication
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