• nice hot coffee i made up for u dear come and have some come over here.i made it just for you so warm and so special come sit down and talk with me and have a cup or two cause i made it just special for you. you see i took my time on this pot knowing i have little time left and all i can do is just sit here and rot i am dieing from cancer you see so it would be nice if you would come have a cup with me.I try not to think that i will die very soon i think of happy moments of just me and you.I also think of the bad times and the times that we fight i think of alot of things and i try with all my might not to start crying cause i now soon it is near my death is not far away so come have a cup with me dear.