• Misery goes deep
    the only way to find it
    is to look me in the eyes
    to see deep into my mind

    It's hard to block it out
    no matter hard I try
    it keeps coming back
    until i can almost cry

    I hurt so bad
    but no one seems to care
    when I'm screaming out in pain
    everyone just stares

    The more I live
    the more life I hate
    until I control it
    I have my fate

    As I lay in this place
    watching things pass over my eyes
    I see everything in my memory
    especially the lies