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I just want the pain to go away
Just leave me forever
I just want things to be the same
But they won't ever.
I laugh and I cry
I smile and frown
And now I wonder why
Should I even be around?
Depression hurts I know that
But nothing can help anymore
No one has my back
They never had
I've always made them happy
When they were sad
I made them smile
Even when they were mad.
They try to help me
But it never works
They just don't see
They just don't care.
I told him that I liked him
He liked me too
But I didnt see her
'Cause she was dating you
You lead me on
And made me feel special
But that doesn't matter now
I just want the pain gone.
If I just tried it one time
Maybe I won't have any pain
But really it would
But there'd be no gain.
Oh course she gets him
Because shes her.
But I get nothing
Besides the pain
She asked for forgiveness
I didn't answer
She didn't deserve it
Because she lied.
She never told me
That she was with him
After I asked
Over 20 times.
I'm sick of this lie
That I've been living
It's time for me
To end the lie for good.
I hope you're happy
Because I will never
You guys are good together
Now and forever.
Let the rest know
That it wasn't their fault
But it was the one
Who lost her life.
She is happier
That she doesn't have to
Live the lie
That she always knew.
So stop your tears
She's gone now.
Because she wanted
To feel better.
That she is me...
He and I will never be
I know that he tries to help
But it never works
He's busy talking to her
I hope she's happy
Because I hate her.
I don't want her dead
I want her to suffer
Through all the pain
That I've had to deal with
So what if she has problems?
I've had to deal with them
For way to long
When I have my own
That need to be solved.
Everyone has their issues
But mine haven't been seen
Mine have been hidding
Without looking for the key.
Unlock the secret and let
It go free
And soon enough
You will see
I've never been happy
So I will say
I want to be happy
Starting today.
I know that won't happen
So I'll just pretend
Just like always
It will never mend.
I hope that they get
The message
I'm trying to send
Before my life is about to end
xJessicaAnnex
- by Princess Of Darkness 2220 |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 05/27/2009 |
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- Title: Vanish
- Artist: Princess Of Darkness 2220
- Description: This is a poem I wrote when I was really depressed, I'm not that far down, but it still hurts, and since I'm 14, don't be that mean.
- Date: 05/27/2009
- Tags: vanish
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Comments (2 Comments)
- AwakenedDevil546 - 05/28/2009
- exalent poem i write poetry my self and this is very good similar to what i write, i like it :]
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- Mehere2220 - 05/27/2009
- Oh my god, I can totally relate to this, amazing poem! Depression does hurt and guys are jerks most the time. I know how you feel when you fall for a guy then they let you fall without catching you.
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