• some call it darkness
    some call it death
    some call it suicide

    all these names,
    what do they mean?
    what are they
    trying to say?

    some say help
    your friends, don't
    let them be taken
    away

    but how do you save them?
    how do you help them?
    they say comfort them
    they say be there for them

    but what if itz more then one friend?
    what if you are about to fall?
    what do they say?
    they say nothing

    but i now know
    that i would fall,
    i would give, offer
    myself to the "darkness"
    just to save them

    they ask why?
    because my friends have
    their entire lives ahead of them
    i don't,

    i would rather
    have them living then
    have them dead

    but i will try not to
    but when a friend is close
    really close in joining
    the "darkness"
    i know,
    i know thats my time to go

    i would take the fall for them
    i know that i can't protect them
    or if i do, i cant do it forever

    but it doesnt matter
    who sees really bad stuff
    or who did a lot of bad things
    or who feels like crap every single day
    not to me at least

    yashie has seen crappy things
    but he still has time,
    time to live
    he should fullfill his dreams
    he should live and be happy

    dollie has had bad days
    but she still has time,
    time to heal
    she should contuine
    in modeling
    she too should live in happiness

    wammy has done bad things
    but she still has time,
    time to help, to heal herself and others
    i dont know her goals in life
    but i do know that
    she doesnt deserve to go
    at least not yet

    i know that itz not my time yet either
    that i might be messing with destiny, and fate
    but i cant let those who have so much ahead of them,
    those who have so much left to do,
    those who love life,
    go so soon

    why should i let those go?
    when i can, so EASILY,
    go in their place?