• I would like to say sorry to anyone that I have hurt over the very few years of my life. Due to a recent experience I have finally decided the world is not fair but I will go on. I would like to start by saying when i was 6, three days before my birth-day, my grandfather died. At the time I had no comprehention of what death was or how it worked. About three years ago my Aunt Tammy died, I still had no idea what death was. Two years ago my Uncle Michel died, still then I had no idea what death was. Today, October 4th 2009, my beloved Melissa told me that she had a misscarrage, i now know what death is, But is there death when there is no life? For this i have no answer, for only God can say this. I can only wait for deaths welcoming embrace, i can only wait to see my son whom was not born, i can only wait to see the LORD. I will not help my life come to an end, i will not stop my own heart, i can only wait for the LORD to call me home. I would once more like to say I'm sorry to anyone i have hurt.