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I'm tryign my best to use recent happy memories to stop myself from ruthlessly murdering half the adults I know. Tho ugh it does make me feel loved to think that Damien was more mad than I was about his mother forgeting that I exist. But my father however is relaly gettign on my nerves.. We have a contract together about Ragnarok Online. As long as I'm playing iRO, I have a huge list of chores to do to make up for the money he has to pay. Currently the worst one is the dishwasher. His girlfriend must have put a full meal in there or somethign cuz ever time the dishwasher runs, the dishes get dirtier than they previously were. And since I have to run single loads multiple times, the sink filled with dirty dishes has overflowed onto the countertop and Dad blames me. I have run that dishwasher every single day during the spring break. It pisses me off... Why can't it bne the summer already.. it would give me much of time to spend with the people I really care about in my life. Me, Gaia, My friends, and Damien. I don't know why but me typing that last sentence made me feel alot happier... even though I used to not be able to count all my friends on my fingers toes and teeth.. who cares If I USED to be somewhat popular.. goddamned middle school... Yay for near suicide moments .. .wait.. no nevermind... I have really good friends now and that's all that matters.