I dont know what to do anymore. Its like eveythings ******** up. I cant really talk to anyone not now. I thought i could just go through it and do it alone but i really cant. I wish i could just start new some place. Start new on me and never never come back. Sometimes i wonder what would of happened if i had stayed with dylan. If i had never got with tom all those little thinsg that make your life a living ******** hell. I dont know what to do everything is happining and i got lost some place so i cant stop it or catch up. I dont know what im going to do. I wish i wasnt here. I wish i was some place else. Some place new. I promised myself i wouldnt cry over dylan any more but im not just cryiong 'cause of him so it should be ok. I dont know what to do
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