girls and boys. crushes. love. jealousy. lust. the thing, feeling, that makes us feel at our best. the feeling that tears us down from our pedestal. love.
it starts with a simple crush. you see that person, think, wow. just wow. and it all goes from there. whether you take it to the skies, or watch it roll downhill. you hook up, first date, it's great. first kiss, magical. but what happens next varies with each different relationship. you can have your fun for a few days, then break it off. you could go on forever, expecting it to never end. you could have your first heartbreak. it all depends.
when you find that special someone, the person who can make you feel everything at once, happiness, sorrow, anger, and still make you love them, you've got it. you've got the dream, the wish that everyone has, deep down. and it's happened for you. so live the good life. get married, maybe have a kid or two. cherish the time. the smiles, laughter, happiness. remember the tears and hard times. make it all worthwhile. because not everybody has their happy ending.
and sometimes, there's another one. a rival of love. the cliche love triangle that repeats itself constantly in the lives of those who think they've got it. only for it to be taken. by the other one. and jealousy blooms. like the lovely flower that has toxic roots. you can overcome this jealousy. you can still make it home, leaving the yellow brick road behind. or... you can stumble on the way and fall hard, so hard. it all depends.
then there's the time when you feel that longing. when you want that someone so badly. but not in the way that is portrayed in a fairy tale. you want that one. you want to make that person yours. an ownership. a stamp saying, "mine exclusively and absolutely". and this feeling, this lust, has broken many an innocent heart. so take care that your love is pure. think to yourself, "would i love this person if they weren't so good looking?" perhaps? or do you get that feeling when the truth punches you in the stomach, jabbing you? take care to look into yourself, your feelings, and your "love".
i've had a simple crush before. quite a few. there was one. when i thought it was for real. and it wasn't. but i'm alright now. and i'm saving my love. for someone special. so now, i'm crush kosher. crush kosher = not liking anyone. majority of my friends are crush kosher as well. i've convinced them. one of my friends once asked me, "how can you not like anyone? don't you have any hormones in your teenage body?!"
it was actually easy for me. two reasons. number one: i was getting over someone. it took a long time. number two: there aren't really any likeable guys in my class, that i actually talk to. i believe in personal crush. not like, omg that guy's hot! i like him! i'm a friendly lover. i like guys whom i know personally. but i think i'll find my special someone. someday. it all depends.
lesson of the day: protect your heart. love well, but love securely.
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