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My heart's broken again...

This is a prayer I said last night after the one I loved ended my happiness:


"Buddha forgive me...I now know this is punishment for my soul's sins....this is why you always send men to break my heart, tear it from my chest and throw it into the dirt... I'll try to atone for whatever I may have done in lives past...

And I pray not for someone to love me but to keep me from falling in love, for my soul is undeserving of such bliss and everytime I do, I get nothing but pain..."