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I hate myslef. No one cares about me but like 3 people,not including my brother or my parents. I just want to die. I get abused and pushed around by people I thought loved me and cared about me but then they toss me to the curb as if I'm their gum wrapper. I get letters, mean ones. Ones I don't deserve. I 'm falling apart, and I don't know how to pick up the peices. Why'd they have to be so nice and then punch me in the eye? Basically that's how it felt. When I was younger and thought of myself, I never dreamed I'd become like this.